Astralsight

[yuki]

~Name~
Astralsight

~Clan~
Sky

~Age~
19 moons

~Rank~
warrior

~Gender~
she-cat

~Personality~
Astralsight is very shy, and due to how she was treated it has just gotten worse. She doesn’t feel as if she could trust anyone, and rarely opens up to other cats. Because she had such a hard time being social and making friends, she believes it is her fault that no one likes her. This in a way made things even harder for her, never able to accept the help she so desperately needed. Since she is such an introvert she had to turn to other things to keep her going. This ended up being the visions she experienced that sometimes contained some truth to them.

She has had these visions ever since she could remember, often they are disturbing and perturb her, she hasn’t told any other cat about them. She prefers it to stay this way. She also seems to have an uncanny ability to sense things that don’t seem to be there. Contributing to this is her hallucinations and episodes of schizophrenia.

The constant abuse from her parents has made her a different cat, and she avoids them as much as possible. Her personality was smothered by unfortunate circumstances, and she simply lives. It is difficult, she can’t seem to find a reason to live. But she trudges on wearily wishing all the while that she was in fact dead.

The constant depression didn’t help, making her melancholy and sorrowful. Which she usually had good reason to be. She was never a fighter and simply gave up. Now she is broken and despondent. Because she has been hurt so much, she forewent the world, promising to never rely on anyone but herself.

She simply keeps to herself, never drawing unwanted attention, while rarely talking. Telling herself she doesn’t need friends or family to make her happy. Inside she silently hates them all. Thinking that no one cares since they all act like she is invisible and she might as well be. Hating her life and yet she is scared to death. What she needs is someone who actually cares and is willing to help her.


~Short Description~
Black and silver striped she-cat with gray eyes.

~Description~
A small frame leads to weakness, and also clumsiness. she is skinny and petite with not much mass to speak of. Giving her a very unhealthy look. Her paws are small, but yet agile. From first glance she would appear to be just a lowly apprentice. her face represents that of a panther while is tail is bushy and long.

She has long thick black fur that almost seem to much for her tiny frame enveloping her. but accenting the black fur are beautiful silver stripes. The markings accent her eyes and add to the frailness of her frame. Her orbs are grey, no color really, just haunting and decietful, they often look dark and distant. She has been beaten, bruised, abused and injured, and bears the marks of this.


~History~
Astralkit was scorned and treated harshly, by both her parents, they didn’t really want her, making it obvious by what they did to her. She never really knew anything else, but was somehow able to avoid them killing her, although they did come very close. Finally at six moons she was offered something of an escape, being assigned a mentor. Though her mentor wasn’t as kind as perhaps he could have been. Despite this she trained simply because it meant easily avoiding her abusive parents. Enduring many hardships she earned the title of warrior. She follows the code simply because there is nothing else she knows to do. Serving no one, not even herself. Now she just is.

[kitteh]

Accepted